

i noticed you I noticed you.i noticed you by ~Trigundreamer
Your calm collected nature,
Your presents drawing my attention
without force.
Pulling me into something I cant see through.
Something Ive never experienced before.
Youre a rarity,
a mystery,
a warm glow I wish to fall into,
Cool morning air on my skin,
somehow reminding me
of the sent of rain.
Youre the best kiss Ive ever had.
The only kisses I want at all.
Your embrace calming my nerves,
gently pealing away my fears an frustrations.
I thought Id never have a chance,
always feeling shy an unconfident.
Id watch you form time to time,
Knowing it was wrong.
Know


Lazy Compromises Passing days with half empty gassesLazy Compromises by ~Trigundreamer
I can never seem to finish,
Smoke filters through daylight
With a slow nocuous feeling,
Creeping through stagnate blood
between eyes that barley see.
Am I sick?
Am I filled with poison?
Damaging the brain
I no longer care to keep.
I laugh inside.
Snicker to myself.
Bodies around me
I pay no mind to.
Why should I show them this feeling?
This glossy existence I call servile,
dreaming my life into a pool of lonely subtlety.
Is it supposed to be this way?
Am I meant to stand alone on barren, dry grounds?
So I'm different.
Deal with it.
I have no reason
Nor de


Give M e Your Hate What ells can you do to tear me apart?Give M e Your Hate by ~Trigundreamer
Break me into shards and scatter them with spiteful words,
hit me with grotesque absentees,
lies so troubling,
so dark and malicious,
one would never dream you were speaking of your daughter.
I see light now.
Packed my bags,
socks,
shoes,
an all my CDs.
I see you now,
an know I can walk away easier.
Say "shut your mouth,"
with no fear of latter consequences.
I can't say I will forgive you soon…
someday I'll let it go.
Become an adult
an rinse away childhood dreams of acceptance.
I'll just wait for the two short words I long for you to say…
Or better yet,
the three short words I n